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| My camera....overworked ? Well, guess what, I found out something that surprised "me"! |
by: Kat ( Mary ) Carlson
A few days ago, I began to have "pain" in my lower back. I, being certain I was Hercules, not really, but I always felt the power and presence of "might", something akin to supernatural, well, this a.m. after a bout with horrendous pain, both yesterday and last night in my lower back,
I pleaded, yes I did, it was shameful, I rarely plead to be "helped", saying, "I don't understand, why?
Honestly, I am in the throws of being healed completely, now this? What's going on ? Everyday I write and tell people HOW TO, take care of themselves, this cannot be happening, and yet here is and was this "pain". I knew my walking would be different, ( I tried yesterday), that has changed,
and I said, what about my articles/blogs, what will I write about?
I will try and give a quick overview about these last days unpacking, moving furniture, yes I did lift a lot, but then I've always had that kind of "extra" ability, I walked amazingly well, long & even longer distances, , "how can I be stopped like this? How indeed, I am almost 75 yrs of age going on 25yrs, I felt !! Boom! Now, I am having to take it easy, one day, sometimes one hour at a time! This kind of " pain", I am not used to! I have been walking, etc for years and building a body that has proven to be substantial, able!
But as I have written about and encouraged others to do, I began, (after lots of questions bewilderment) I began stroking, (moving my hands over my body) "loving it" saying" I love you" muscles, "I love you bones," nurturing and feeling the love. Then I found a need to apologize to my body for not being sensitive and going overboard ! Then came the "kicker",... I heard, after all, you are carrying _ "PRECIOUS CARGO". The tears began to fall, and they kept coming !
And now as I write, again they fall! "Precious cargo" Wonderful !!
I am happy to report that I now am at least " aware of the "glaring" fact, that I will need to cut back on the overt behavior for a while and then become more alert to what I am doing, even though it's in the name of "healing" & "happiness" that I do them ! EVERYTHING, "everything" in moderation! Never mind the exhilaration, & excitement that I was experiencing, just a bit of "slowing down" is what it will take for me in my newfound surroundings !
Tune in again the next few days, sitting down at my computer isn't that difficult and I know I can
share a bit more of the "happy" experiences I know and "love" in this beautiful lifetime.!
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| Black & white, ? Have to investigate, gotta be an explanation! |
Still this move to Ojai is amazing ! I am "thrilled" to be here in the company of all that I see and experience first hand !
(_A Wink & a Smile_)............................:)
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