Hey, like my opening shot ?? |
by: Kat ( Mary ) Carlson _ author/publisher
I do ! ( Like my opening shot )..................:) "Life", as I NOW know it, doesn't go on as- per- usual. "Every single day, hour, minute is a "mystery" and well, who doesn't like a "good mystery"? I didn't use to, or at least, I never "really" knew it was ! I had the "notion" that I was certain of "everything". Go figure !! What ever "possessed" me ? Then I was faced with needing to-be-healed ! When I got into Life's "uncertainties" Then_ & only then, did I begin to find out for certain that "having FAITH " would set me " FREE".!
Being a strong- willed, "unruly" child, I "questioned" "ALL THINGS" ! But NOT until I was passed the age of questioning and started in my "GOLDEN YEARS" ! That matters NOT in the end ! I am "GLAD", sooooooooooooooooo "glad" I learned for myself, that I "actually" COULD, and would not be shunned, reprimanded or ignored ! These are things I felt when I was a little younger. Later in "LIFE" , you know, NOT that long ago, I learned _" thankfully"_ that I COULD and SHOULD "QUESTION" ! One thing that stood out to me was this "ANYONE" who is really "confident" & "IN CONTROL" would answer either "yay or nay". They did not always need to know the "ANSWER", but that they COULD just "BE THERE" as_ in-the-present! Tears are beginning to "fall" as I put these words down here, because NOW, I KNOW, someone "IS THERE" rather "HERE" "ME". I speak only "this moment" about this _BECAUSE of the "Level", that this "AWARENESS" , has _"finally"_ reached !
I believed "that I AM " Healed" as scriptures tell me, and "learned" that in order "TO-BE-ME" "questioning" WAS- and- IS " ABSOLUTELY necessary" in order to really "KNOW" what you want and are looking for ! LIFE'S "uncertainties" really do exist ! I became "FACED" with an "essence" that presented itself to me , I" asked of it, " Who Are You", the answer __ "EVERYONE & NO ONE". My "response"........"Oh, .. I LIKE THAT", "unparalleled" to anything , I have ever "encountered" "BEFORE" ! That together with numerous other "close-encounters" has made ME a stronger individual ! I guess, "Seek & ye Shall Find" fits "here", HUH ?
AS ALWAYS.. though, here, this morning, it as been a pleasure......
Remember the "shot" at the top of this post/blog ? These are them, Jack & Marlene ! I "ASKED" then to "pose" for me ! |
Let today's "MYSTERY" unfold !!! "ENJOY" !! |
(_A Wink & a Smile_)...........................................:)